my beating heart belongs to you

it's yours so please keep it i don't want it back

you were my blood and i was the smoke in your lungs

i'm crying and on my knees waiting for your lightning

my brain is boiling and thoughts are leaking

it's leaking on your hands and painting the floor

floor where i pray closing my eyes joining both my hands and calling your name

waking up in the morning with the ghost of you hoovering over me like a cold breeze

twist my wrists and break my nose

give me the warmth of something that i know by heart

give me the one that i can call home

satisfy the hunger of the rumblings

take the same way home and take me back to what i know

the night keeps going as my body longs for a rest i can't reach

the constant fears clawing at the last remains of strength and thought

take me home take me to what i know best