Deploy detail from your life and digitize a seance for its-self
alone
only one who knows you is
. . .
Could you even defy Hershey's grip, you sodomite?
Playing @ these sorts of extracurricular fights
It's truly earthworm's who will deliver you right-
ly a quick and sympathetic death.
~
but f٭٭k it. Roach Away floods my feet, and factions divide my liver; i am hardly flotsam.
I'm adjectives of wreck, synonyms of much deprived floods of smoke. Such that shuts me away, away, away. Fate-funs break my spirit- and you run, you run!
How dare you rush like sequin onto any bare skin surface- you chocolate, running. I hate you
I hate you all.
Do not develop emotions, or ****;
and by all means, despise yourself.
And,
waste
apart from mind.
Be you in an earthworm's behind.
~
F٭٭٭٭٭g a challenging nothing. I want you to be something, anything.
Nun me. I would make many-***** out of your pieces of cake. I hate you.
I hate you all.
You. F٭٭٭٭٭g. Lottery. Punks.
The lines in my face are a perfect sum of the precise faults of the earthworm's gut.
~
Your neurotic monks- you've got me addicted to a specific death
My fate is to develop in the earthworm's gut.
/
Maybe I'll experiment with blood
Maybe I'll experiment with bloodK٭٭l me quickly
K٭٭l me quickly
Maybe I'll adhere with burns
Maybe I'll steer me under under under ground
Milk me quickly
I can’t be a suicidal sine serving a princess-and-the-pea type mind
Maybe I’ll try to be a DeviantArt update, desperate emotion bemusing in keystroke
I’ll experiment with light
I’ll imperialize her fuse
Fill yr unsanitized fins with
Ifs
and maybe I'll experiment with ***
Maybe I'll rip you from your life
Ifs spit from naked myth
K٭٭l me quickly,
you horrible,
you gorgeous
earthworm spit.
from february 22, 2024 poem from the past a day #61 a what a bad past it was. this is a fully unhinged piece of writing. this is drunk writing. i was on some worm stuff. but that's the vibe- that's the point. i can't explain any of it.