I’ve always been a crooked road, Lain with thorns, While roses watched in silence from the side. I let myself go— Unraveled, Each choice trembling At the whisper that choice should bend To circumstance.
They say I should shift— Mirror the view. But when I do, The real me starts to panic.
She is a storm unprobed, A force better left unnamed. I walk contradiction— Each truth I am Cancels out another.
But still, I remain.
I won’t drain my cup For hands that never pour. And I don’t expect the same— I don’t want to be poured from an empty cup too.