I just can’t wait to see
For you to finally believe
That it’s way too late for me
And I’m beyond saving

I wish I didn’t feel my emotions in my skin
I wish my arms didn’t cry out to me
I wish my organs wouldn’t squirm and let in
Everything I try to hide, everything

Only when I can see the blood
Do I remember that I’m human
Because before the flood,
I drown in my own dissolution