life feels numb
i care what others think
but then again i don't
i want to feel as same as you
but then again i don't
i want to be myself too
but then again i don't
i want to be glad and grateful
but then again i don't
i want to take opportunities
but then again i don't
i wanna explore
but then again i don't
i want to be close
but then again i don't
i know what to do
but then again i don't
i want to end it all
but then again i don't

and i want to care
but i know i wont