every time I get close to something that could potentially allow me to be eternally grateful, it is ripped away from closeness by the unbelievably unforgiving force of the change of the flow of Life and I am reminded of the harsh temporary presence of everything good (and everything bad, if you wanna get down to it, but those are easier to find) and every smile turns to frown turns to smile again... but for how long? every time something leaves I am forced to let go and I believe the trick is no attachment at all except the inferior human brain is focused on feelings and escapes from today -from right now- into a million fleeting yesterdays and for what? the mere "comfortable" urge never really fully satisfied because
there is no comfortable
there is no permanent
and there is no thing that lasts forever except maybe the soul. and when the soul is no longer conjoined with the human flesh that weighed it down for years on end, the soul the soul is free is free from all attachments. attachments.