Drifting afar Winding roads Empty back streets Discovering What’s real or make believe Who’s really got your back Thee tone of my soul Changes like thee weather Demons roam only fools rush in Finding clarity in thee madness Now that’s a tricky one Has anyone really seen The real you when you Weren’t bent outta your mind With open eyes a sober frame of mind I think not Did anyone ever love me for me A mixed bag how could they When they didn’t even know Who I truly was without a bottle Strapped to my hands Looking for a ride a way out A quick fix if you’ve got one Piggy backing On everyone else’s Coattails what a joke Being someone other then me Living a false dream Through someone else’s eyes When all I ever wanted Was a life I could be proud of And too find genuine happiness on my own