I feel empty like a void it hurts and I’m annoyed. Why does this feeling keep coming back ? Is it something I can’t detach ? The heaviness, slowly breathing from my chest. Anxiety has gripped me by the neck. I want to be happy and truly live the way with no regret. It’s just hard when I don’t feel like I have any life left. I break down and cry when no one is around. I feel so down and I can’t get around. That I feel hopeless and feel that I’m falling deep in a hole. Can I get myself out in time and become whole. 30 years go by and it feels like a crime. I haven’t accomplished anything in my time. I have nothing to show for and I feel so lost. I keep moving forward tho cause I hope there’s an end. To the cycle I put myself in.