Sometimes I get a little bit cynical
with all this critical
thinking.
My brain is spinning out of control
with the thought of
self-destruct-ion.
My music is my only savior from
this night that wants to
swallow me whole.
1,
2,
3 am and
I should be asleep
My heart is pounding in my stomach
My lungs are in my legs
Everything is backwards in my head.
-c.a.