Not because I wear a crown of thorns or command thunder, but because I stopped apologizing for existing in my own skin. You turned your gaze toward me, and where you didn’t understand, you colored me dark, drew fangs where there were lips.
I once clapped for you. Laughed with you. Stood at the edge of my own dreams to make room for yours. And when I fell silent, when I curled inward to heal, you called it distance. Then defiance. Then danger.
I watched your words spin— villain, selfish, dramatic, cruel. Your chorus found rhythm in my silence. You rehearsed your lines with such conviction, that I forgot the script I once wrote for myself.
Well, allow me to write it again.
I am not the poison. I am the girl who tasted it and lived. Not fire-breather, not monster. But if I must breathe flames to survive, then so be it.
Yes, my wings are broken— but they didn’t fall off, they were ripped. And I stitched them back with thread made of my own poetry. So if I fly crooked, don’t marvel—just know I am still in the sky.
I am the villain in your story because I dared to become the hero in mine. And I refuse to apologize for it.
If I frighten you, it’s only because my voice has grown louder than the silence you hoped would keep me tame.