blue crying crystals
live behind my brown eyed vessels
seeing is a curse
but pain can be a thrill

the leaves had barely fallen
when god took you home...you said it was your calling
October 14th...the coldest light
the day I found out
that I lost you
to the dark soul of the night

the drugs crept into your good heart.. a wealthy girls shadow...
appealing and slow
took your voice...took your angel glow
but as you were falling in your dream,
you still
lifted me

they said you were gone... but I didn't believe
you were the ghost in my mirror, I know you also did see
you were the wild in every room, oh your sweet perfume
no one but me saw how deep you bled
The battles that lived inside your head

I tried to hold you, I tried so hard
But your family slipped away like a falling star
Still, I feel you wrap around my spine
Telling me softly
Im your favorite and you're still mine