Daylight ends Caught between A rock and a hard place To close for comfort Save yourself Wicked evolution The dark of me Never my choice Hell welcomed Me with open arms And poured vials Of lifeless feelings into my soul Depression soon followed Cold and down On my luck The stains that never fade That which doesnβt **** you only makes You stronger Feed the wolf some more Add fuel to the fire The animal within continually hovers Lying to myself Wallowing in My self hatred Coma blues became all I knew Screaming loudly That sinking Feeling in the pit of my stomach That wouldnβt budge Walls that housed my consciousness As I walked With blinders on Stuck in my tunnel of nothingness Guess it was just easier To sulk in my sadness It became an addiction To just give in and give up Then to stand tall and fight The endless halls That shed my skin And wore me down Only made me fearless As I carved a new path Against That which I thought I was powerless against me