Life’s everlasting Landslides devour my being Drown the life Right outta me Soak up what’s left And wrap me up head first Is there ever Enough elixir To wear thee makeup off Wash away The razors edge Taking the cape off I can’t fly alone Me versus me Head to head It’s always felt Like a thick fog I can’t see two feet In front of me From where I am standing Illusions that bind Mask my fears And deepest pains Hold me still when I’d rather not The infinite sparks In me that hide my blues Scariest truest feelings That make me sick And keep me going at the same time How could this be Hiding me behind my eclipse Solar flares burning doors Afraid to come out of the dark Sedated as the light burns Me to ashes As the day walker in me Turns to sand When the lights go out completely here