Blessings that Never came gift wrapped Screeching sounds Syllables overlap Often superimposed My being Create and replace Resolve a face without Meaning Switching places would Have been all so grand Petrified forests I ran through The thorns on my sides still sting My tumultuous depths Only widened thee longer I ran In place Tears filled The air I breathed My hero Is someone I’ve never Met let alone seen With my own eyes Luxuries taken For granted Selfish desires only Led me into addiction Self medicating astray Sitting alone on my perch If perfection Was a currency I’d be broke Life hasn’t always Painted the prettiest of pictures Just give me my Spoken word and a playlist Of my choice And sky’s the limit What might come out Because these are the Only real truths I have These are not made up stories Sugar coated With pixie dust About how the grass is Always greener on the other side Because my dilemmas have Always told me different story