My heart don’t come wrapped in caution tape. It shows up raw sleeves soaked in stories I never got to finish telling. I don’t do surface. I don’t do safe. I love loud, I break loud, and I rebuild louder.
I’m impatient not because I’m spoiled, but because I’ve spent too many nights waiting on people who said forever but meant "for now." I know what it feels like to water dead things, to fight for answers in silence that screams.
Still I chase patience like it’s the only thing that’ll keep me from burning bridges I know I’ll miss.
Some days, I’m soft. Other days, I’m smoke. But every day, I’m real. And that’s rare. I don’t hide behind pretty. I don’t speak in filters. You get all of me even the messy parts, even the parts I haven’t forgiven yet.
I give love like it’s holy. Like maybe this time it won’t leave me praying for closure. I write poems in my mind while people pretend not to see me but I keep showing up like I still believe in the good kind of love.
My transparency ain’t weakness. It’s my rebellion. It’s my power. It’s me saying I’d rather be felt too deep than swallowed halfway.
So if I’m too much, good. That means you saw me. That means my truth made you flinch. That means I did exactly what I came to do be real, and be unforgettable.