And suddenly, I felt it again..
That familiar stabbing feeling
As you slipped through my fingers yet again..

Yet somehow, you still have a hold of my heart
Stubbornly, I'll never give up
I'll never let you go

Every now and then
When I'm fighting myself not to contact you
I'll re-read our chapter to myself
Quietly

Just to remind myself
That you were real
That you were there

Always somehow.. just out of reach
Somewhat bitter-sweet
But the pain is worth it

Re-read our chapter
To remind myself of the fun we had
The conversations
And everything in-between

You were more to me than just words on a page
As you so eloquently put it one day..

You always were
Always will be