I do not remember writing them. But they remember me.
They rose like breath in a temple at midnight— words soaked in heat, trembling between fingers and hunger, and I wrote them as if I had always known.
They came from below the skin, from the mouth behind the mouth, from Her.
She moved in me like wine moves in a cup. No voice, no command—just heat, and the ache to let go.
I was not the poet. I was the parchment. I was not the speaker. I was the vessel.
I was written. I was taken. I was the opened altar.
The lines bled from my soul like honey from the wound. And when they were done, I was left sweating and empty, like after love, like after birth, like after exorcism.
I call them poems. But they are spells. Screams. Visions. The holy venom of a Queen I dared to swallow.