I should have saw it coming
I am just a girl
you can manipulate
and you did.

I should have stopped it then
While you played with my heart
listening to the secrets
I never told.

I should have walked away
You are much older than I anyway
but I was in love
with every lie you told.

I should have said no
to those big blue eyes of yours
to those soft lips
but I wanted more.

I should have gave up
you were out of my league
you always were
and always will be.

I should have never done it
but I did,
and I can't
take it back.

I should have never left you
because now you're gone
faded from my world
the world, I needed you most.

I should have never tried to help
I just made it worse.
I destroyed you
and you left.

I should have never
whispered those words
those three words in your ear
I should have never said
I love you.