Am I still human? Because it feels like I'm a monster. I'm looked at like I'm a monster, So then I start to believe them. I feel like this makes me less of a human, Like my humanity instantly vanished. So answer me this, Am I a human? Or... Am I a monster? I fear it. For it is the thing that everyone hates. No one wants to be made to feel like that, Everyone just wants to fit in... So why can't I? Flaws and all? Does that 1 fact make me that different? Does it matter so much that I cant fit in anymore? Why does it make me a monster? Why? I am still human am I not? Or did my humanity fly out the window with 2 simple words? "I'm gay."