I tried to save you and help you endless times
But I can't even do that for myself
I tried to love you, but I don't even love myself
So, how the **** can I ever love someone else

The tiredness, I feel is deep down in my bones and soul constantly
Will this feeling ever end

Rhetorical questions, because I already know the answers

Feel like I've been lost my entire life

Thoughts are getting dark again
They're starting to win again
And I'm sick to death of fighting