I inflict my own pain So you can't hurt me You can't torment me more Than the snow That always remembers my footprints And where they took me And though I can always hear the wind It never seems to reach my skin And I prefer red leaves to green Because they appear to be on fire And all I want is my life to Be On Fire And have flames run through my vanes And engrave itself on the back of my neck To represent the childhood house That might as well be ash Because there is nothing left worth saving