She isn't the girl she used to be The sparkle is gone from her eyes She plasters on a smile each morning and let's lose so she can cry every night Her voice is still smooth and beautiful But the words that sings to drift herself to sleep are deep and painful. Sometimes I swear I hear her voice picked picked up by the wind Whispering apologies through my window I'll never understand why she left me But I know she's been sending me glimpses of heaven every time I remember her. When I think of the moments that we shared I start to feel like I have her back in my arms But now the memories start to fade and so do I. Without her I am Nothing.