i am a girl of many flaws
but above all
i had the
tendency
to over-love

i tend to think
of others
before
myself

it was something
that ruined my health

i feel so ill
poisoned
by my mind

overload of thoughts

what consumes my mind
is tearing apart my life
but it's not like
i ever truly lived

i am forced to breathe
my body won't **** me
it will not let me
use a blade
to set myself free
it will not let my heart
lose touch with it's beat