Living like a doll,
my needs and inner voice uncared for,
all this time, my identity uncertain,
burdened with expectations,
I had to be perfect

In the time frame,
concealed in a glass,
everything looks so monotone,
fear of failure, crippling me away
making me lonely

That is until I saw a gaze,
so loving, It made me wonder
her cries sounding as faint,
as I felt the gap between us widening,
I want to see her again

I saw her,
nervously waiting for her turn,
I can feel her gaze on me again,
this time, I will make sure,
my voice reaches her

In the open field,
I hit the first notes,
she followed, surprising me,
her smile is my treasure
we played, we laughed, we cried,
we were happy, we got pass

She is so pure, innocent
I want to protect her at all cost,
I was called foolish,
but if I lose you,
I lose the only soft place I have left.

I want to be with you,
you are only mine,
my everything, I adore you,
you are my clematis, my purpose,
the reason for my sacrifice.

Breaking apart like a doll,
my needs and voice cared for, only by you
after all this time, Im leaving you alone,
joining you in your silent hums,
you were always perfect to me.