His presence came in the form of a silent glowing light
Her sad soul so overwhelmed that the sound of his white light left her blinded by his glare
She could feel a warmth she had been craving her whole life
A calmness that enveloped her body
The essence of his being was intoxicating
It filled every corner of her soul with a softness she had never known.
A feeling so pure that it paralysed her with fear
Vulnerabilities she had never expressed
Intimacy she did not believe existed
Every moment like being wrapped inside a warm embrace of safety
His perfection felt like a captivating melody slowly melting away her outer layers with his soft gentle tune
Her soul had never felt this kind of music
Her heart had never been strummed so gently by hands so strong
Suddenly she was transfixed
She feels the panic strike through her body like a lightning strike
The air drains from her lungs
She wants to run but she cant
Her body refuses to move
Frozen in the unknown
She can still hear those familiar echoes of being alone
But something has changed
The light he embodies had intertwined with the threads of her darkness
Lighting the soul
Igniting internal fires
Sparks from the heat have begun to illuminate the desires of unexplored worlds
Her body still refuses to move
Like a fly in amber
The light he has ignited has shaken her
Has shifted her reality
Has tilted her axis
The light can't be dimmed
it now lives within her
Still frozen with fear
She inhales his essence and feels his fire fill her lungs
That familiar burn
Intoxicating
She exhales and within the plume of smoke clouding her vision
She can see with clarity
Her beacon of light
Lighting her path
Guiding the way
His silent white light that consumes her
She knows His light is there to guide her to herself
slowly her legs began to move again
With no idea where she is going
Held hostage in the maze of her own mind
Always looking for that path to her own field of dreams
where the air will glisten with the aroma of her inner peace
But she knows she is lost
So She follows his light
Knowing that he will only ever be her *** of gold at the end of the rainbow.
A flawless diamond too perfect to touch with her tainted hands
Still, she follows his light
she knows that this light is his gift to borrow but not hers to keep
She follows the light
Hoping that one day
It will lead her to where she belongs
She might finally find her way home