Why did I drink
excessively? I have put
myself in danger.
Hands held from the back,
unwilling penetration,
from you, a stranger.
Pleading and confused,
violating ecstasy,
forcing sweet release.
And then there were two.
Forwards and backwards, blackout,
lost is my control.
Remembering parts.
Painful, and the counter top,
hair ripped out harshly.
Murmuring, "please, no,
stop." All through quiet sobbing,
"It hurts, please... stop."
Barely, I can't move.
All full, and being taunted,
I can't fight back.
Saying, "You like it,
take it like the whore you are."
No one comes to help.