Ever felt like you're drowning? Yet the air seems too dry to stay. But you don't say anything, Because no one cares enough to read this anyway. My marks on paper, Pen to the page. To console my anger, To empty out my rage. Are all just vessels, Do my poems sound the same? Because words run together, Just give it a new name. When did I get this **** self conscious? I'm trying to hide it I'm trying to get better. But all I see in front of me, Are my streetlights getting dimmer.