I sit comfortably on the sofa with the toaster strapped to my face lights flicker through the leaks to my skin a psychedelic spectacle unfolds before me the so called vrchat rave scene we all don our costumes mine being a dope cat with a beanie hat holding a joint and slurry the events are never ending overwhelming on this friday night scene I join the first, it's been a while but there are more avatars around there's something comforting in knowing I'm not the only one here. as the DJ set begins lights and particles bathe us all in they drum to the sounds like sand in the desert and big footsteps vibrating I raise my virtual paw I can almost feel it all as they move back and forth crossing me like a ghost the other avatars, shy at first gradually start dancing the previously only visual piece translated to human energy the furries, the catgirls, the normies all optimized avis so we don't crash ourselves chatting and listening and experiencing a shared obscenity that is this simulacra and simulation which is simultaneously comforting me.