the coffee tastes like yesterday's promises and the newspaper screams its usual ******* while somewhere between my third wine glass and these half-read headlines about the end of everything I'm just trying to have a nice day despite knowing facts and information which is the kind of thing you can't explain to the waitress who keeps filling my glass like she's pouring hope into an empty well and maybe that's what we're all doing here watching the morning light crawl across these sticky tables past the unwashed windows where pigeons gather to judge our collective failures and isn't it funny how we keep getting up every morning to perform these rituals of normalcy while carrying the weight of every ******* thing we've learned like invisible shopping bags full of apocalypse