Meet online
Talk
Talk a lot
Eventually meet
We like the same music
Same sadness buried deep in our bones
That even surgery couldn't remove
We seem to have lots in common
But all of the negative things
But that just makes our bond stronger
In my eyes anyway
It's nice to know that someone thinks and feels like me
I feel less alone
The fact that you're beautiful is just a bonus
You meet someone else
It feels like a knife goes through my heart and stomach simultaneously
But we stay in contact even though we shouldn't
You were at a Halloween party with her
You went to the bathroom sent me a photo of just you
Why ?
Shouldn't you be hanging out with her?
I talk to you anyway
Because every fibre of my being wants you
Craves you
Can't forget you
Or won't
Eventually you block me
You're with her for 5 years
5 years is such a long time
So torturous
I internally scream at myself
Move on
But it never happens
Who do you contact when you break up?
Me - Why?
Get with another chick, break up with her
And you contact me again - Why?
Genuinely asking this question
Probably for the rest of eternity
Unblocked, blocked and repeat is our
Twisted modern love story

What are you afraid of?