It's funny how a person can make you never trust again But simultaneously, all you wanna do is be able to trust someone again But you're skeptical... sometimes somewhat cynical Questioning every little thing Because maybe it just seems too good to be true Questions run through your mind, almost uncontrollably Will history repeat itself? Will this time be worse? Is this finally a "happy ending"? Or could this potentially just end in divorce?
Call me cynical but I kind of believe; Marriage is just a piece of paper A wedding ring is just a piece of jewellery At least that's what my Mum always used to tell me As soon as the word "prenup" comes up, suddenly they're kind of angry Marriage these days, is just another way to say money Marriage just doesn't sound like love to me No longer is marriage sacred More often than not these days, just like a relationship - It's filled with secrets, lies and hatred Makes sense I guess, because there is such a fine line between Love and hate Pleasure and pain After a while, I guess it all just starts to feel the same
But we don't wanna be alone secretly Although some people will never admit it So we lock the what if questions away in a cabinet Hope to break the "too good to be true" never ending habit Allowing yourself to be open and vulnerable once again Giving them your heart and soul, all the while quietly saying
Please don't ******* break it Because honestly I couldn't take it
Make this world make sense It's all so contradictory...