In my room
I cry every day
Wishing I could fly
Go somewhere far away

I lie on my bed
Staring in one place
Imagining a window
A portal to space

A different timeline
Another life
My heart is bleeding
Slit by a knife

My blood pours out
Dripping like rain
I feel so numb
Drowning in my pain

Yesterday, today, tomorrow
A twisted mind game
Nothing has changed
It is still the same

My soul is empty
Overflowing with sadness
When will this end?
I can't take this madness

I fake a smile
It's all I know
I need a way out
Where do I go?

This reality is a nightmare
I feel happy when I cry
The misery will end
I'll feel alive when I die