Everyone else sleeps. The world goes still. And for once, I can breath. No noice. No questions. No expectations. Just me, and the soft hum of the world that finally stopped shouting.
I don’t want to sleep. And I can’t, anyway.
My thoughts are too loud, My body too wired, Like I was made for the hours everyone else forgets.
Daylight feels wrong, too bright, too demanding. But night wraps around me like a blanket I actually want to wear. This is when I come alive. When silence isn’t empty but safe.
I scroll through nothing, lie in bed with my eyes wide open, and tell myself I’ll sleep soon. But I never do.
I’ve finically stopped fighting it, this strange rhythm, this life between midnight and 5 a.m. I think I was made for it. For the stillness, For the quiet company of my own thoughts, For being alone but not lonely.