Its just gone ten and everything seems fine
But beneath the surface, part of me want's to die
My life is being wasted, and I'm on fifteen
All around me is darkness
That tries so hard to convince me,
it can not be seen

That the world is fine and dandy,
that there are so many possibilities
For me
A whole world out there for me to explore
If only it was that easy
That I would adore

There's so much I want for myself
I have ambition and passion pouring out of my,
oh so damaged soul
But it isn't dandy,
and it isn't fine
Its so ******* full of pain

So draining, its draining out,
the little sunshine that still lurks inside of me
Part of me see's how monstrous this planet is
And part of me falls for its act
Its so confusing
And frustrating

I feel like i'm spinning
Further and further out of control
Out of knowing anything about anything
Out of reality