I have bullets in my head Shuffling around causing thoughts of death Clouding everything in front of me They are all that I can see Blood or bullets I cannot tell The taste of metal won't leave my mouth If I could feel or even think These bullets might be the end of me Instead they linger to breathe and breed To ravage my body like an infectious disease They hold me hostage and sing me to sleep My bullets are always there for me They cause me pain and bring me peace Without them I would be alone and empty The world seems so dark and dreary But the bullets in my head are always screaming All they want is to be released If I let them go I will have nothing So they patiently wait for me to give in My bullets know they are my only friends