I can’t seem to take a breath Just can’t seem to breath Just can’t seem to find a moment Where I can think about.. Me Can’t seem to find a path That accepts me for me I can’t seem to take a breath And I can’t seem to find what I need To live To breath To thrive To achieve To love To laugh To fight This path Those red eyes That knife That stabs me In the back Through my heart Into my soul Up my head Down my throat Pulling everything out Breaking me down Can’t seem to breath At all right now With everything that’s going on I just keep trying to push strong
“But you can’t” he shames
“YEAH I CAN” i say
“You’ll just fail” he mocks
“NO I WON'T” I pray
“Your not worthy” he demands
“YOU KEEP HURTING ME EVERYDAY”
you’ll never be enough” he mimics
“STOP“ i yell
“You never be great”
“PLEASE” i scream
“you’ll never be safe”
“HAVE MERCY ON ME”
“YOU DON'T DESERVE LOVE” he bellows
“STOPPPPPP” I whimper
“ILL CONTROL YOU FOREVER” He roars
“NOOOOOOOOOOO” i say
“YOUR MINE FOREVER, THERE'S NO ESCAPE, YOU'RE MY HOSTAGE, I'M THE ONE INCHARGE! IM THE ONE IN THIS CAPE!!!” He howls
I need to find my power i need to escape this pain I need mercy On myself I need someone else To take away some of my pain I feel like I’m not enough Every single day Someone please help me I can’t seem to take a breath I can’t seem to breath Right now Will you help me ….escape?