It's a tale as old a s time. You never know
how much of a difference someone made
in your life until they're gone. I've known
that for a while yet you never truly
understand it til it happens. I'm laying in
my room right now, and I've just been
thinking. I tried pretending it didn't hurt me
and that everything was normal for the
past few days, but it all came crashing
down on m e today. All the things that I
may have found annoying are now things I
wish I could do again. His white hair
everywhere, him constantly going in and
out of my room. I always slept with the
door open in c a s e he wanted a place to
sleep, but always worried of him shedding
everywhere. I've been thinking of all that,
and just trying to power through it. But as I
was in the shower, I was thinking about my
clothes. My basket is still currently
downstairs and my clothes are still drying,
so l need to put the clothes that are in my
room on the love seat, but I don't want
buddy to get his hair all over them... I broke
down crying. I'm sorry if we didn't treat you
the best Buddy boy, but I always loved you.
I would do it all and all again if it meant we
got to have you back. You are a good boy,
and always protected and cared for us.
You're too cool to forget Budro

Love you, and thank you, Thunder Buddy