Tears fall in puddles from my eyes
At the most strange and random spaces in times.
I know this is all apart of grief,
But man its hard to remember thats  time is sometimes a theif
I miss you dearly with all my heart,
I miss my momma and all our talks.
I can’t say it’s not fair because that would be wrong—
You’re so much better off now, your body’s now so strong.
I feel like the world’s on my shoulders even more now,
I don’t know what I’m doing, I’m not sure or even how.
You handled all the stuff like this before,
Now it’s on me, and I can’t figure out where to start.
I know you’re guiding me, looking down from above,
But Mommy, I miss you and all of your love.
I’ve been so strong for you and everyone else,
But the pain is now collapsing in on itself.
I feel weak and no longer strong,
But I have to keep pushing and continue moving on.
You would encourage me and tell me it would be okay,
I just need to remember, though you’re not here, you’re with me every single day.