Do I even have a soul?
Or is it just flesh and bones.
A human good for nothing ,
a human lost in scrolls.

While everyone thrive,  I wonder why?
Their confidence mocks my doubts inside.
All those smiles feel like a lie.
The more I search for answers, the more I hide.

One fourth  may have ended but the total time is unknown,
And throughout , that never-ending grind will be like a race.
Getting lost in the life's map with no paths shown,
And my world crashing apart with the slowest pace.

Can't I Reset this or let this version be fade?
Erase all glitches and start a new , unafraid.