Things I can never tell you in person:
1. I love you. I always have.
2. I find you goldly gorgeous.
3. I am awfully attracted to you.
4. I miss you all the time.
5. I think of you all the time.
6. I dream of you every single night.
7. I fantasize of your smile every time I feel anxious, lonely , sad or happy.
8. I wish you loved me.
9. I would do anything for you.
10. I want to have your children.
11. I manifest you every time I see 11:11 the clock.
12. I wish you were mine and I was yours.
13. I whisper your name in my sleep.

I love you.
I will always love you.
I hope that one day, I can tell you.
If I was on my way to be with death, you would be my last stop.
I would finally tell you, with nothing to lose.
No fear of the aftermath of being rejected by you.
But for now, this will do.
I will continue to love you from a distance.
Until my heart can't bear to love you any longer.
And all the butterflies you give me have evacuated my stomach.
And I am dead.
Or, until I meet someone who will love me the same.
And even then, I am not certain I would let you go.
I love you.