Family.
People whom you trust
Where one thought were your closest
Where one thought were blood

That trust,
Crushed before your eyes
And thrown into your face
Like shattered glass

You then find friends
Where one thought you would be with
Where one thought you could share with
Where one thought you should commit in

After all,
Your love for them is wider than you love yourself.
You love them more than anyone
You love them more than anything

You would do anything for them
Help them
Save them
And even more

Yet reality hits you
That they have their own family to love
While you don’t
And there is nothing you can do about it.

You know you’re wrong
That you’re being selfish
That you’re being clingy
That you’re being annoying

They must be tired by now
They must be.
Otherwise why would they switch topics,
When you’re drowning in your tears?

You may be overthinking
You may be overreacting
You may be overwhelmed
But you don’t care

Love
Affection
Assurance
That’s what you’re asking for

You ask them
But you hang on a threat
You ask them
But you met dry words

Anything, right?
You would do anything
To make them your family
To make them your universe

Then let go
That’s the harshest part, i know
But you will have your family with them
By letting go