I'm not strong
I can't deal with being
Expected to do the right thing
I'm not who you thought I
Always was

I crumble so easily
Fall apart at the smallest things
And I know this
So I got the hell out
For my own good

You don't need to keep
Pointing out that I
Am not living up to the
Perfect person I was
I know

These are my flaws
I know them by heart
I see them every time
I catch my reflection
So stop saying it

You don't even see
The darker things I hide
How I destroyed myself
How I refused to eat
How I tried to take my life
And fell apart when I couldn't
Even do that
How I keep thinking
I could do it for real
How I keep hiding
Every sigle ******* thing I
Feel