Why mourn this wretched self? Forget it Forget me forget me still trying. Oh, to hold it all when your hands shake. to let it slip and simply disappear.
Can't hide from this broken reflection, can you? The loathing lingers on me it festers in me, it feeds. Why even lie? It keeps growing every day.
What do I have? Who do I have? Except this shadow I despise.
I want it all to stop — to end — to vanish. But before I fade, just save me please someone do Before I make the kind of mistake you can't take back.
I'm slipping, sinking. The pictures that are in my head are sharp and clear, Like whispers in my ears too close, too loud.