I’ve never believed in heaven,
Until I met you,
Counted my fingers, eleven,
Realized you were counting too,
I counted two hearts, four eyes,
One love, one prize,
You counted one guy, friend wise,
My heart saw yours,
Love lies.
Climbed down the stairs to my room,
Four floors apart, heart bloom,
You go down I climb up,
Met you in the middle, heart lockup.
Yet I couldn’t feel your heartbeat,
My brain could already sense defeat,
Your hugs felt like concrete,
Your eyes felt like a dark street.
Finished your packet of cigarettes,
At 2AM in the balcony, you were a silhouette,
Your lips, constantly quoting what you regret,
My mind and heart made a bet,
Whether I could get your mouth wet.
Blanket off, morning rise,
Sat together, in disguise,
Yet I stalked your mouth in despise,
Whether my hope applies,
Or my dreams will crystalize.
Talk together every night,
I thought we were love at first sight,
Gripped my hopes up tight,
That you would want me by midnight.
Yet your words did me so wrong,
Why did it take me so long?
That it’s not my heart where you belong,
In your mind I was long gone,
When you saw her eyes,