What if I never existed— no footprints, no shadows. Would the air sit lighter in your lungs? Would the clocks still hum the same absent tune? Would seeing the sunset mean the same to you?
If I never were, you wouldn't know to miss me— there'd be no me to haunt you— like a book never written, like a song never sung. Its absence isn't felt because it was never there to begin with.
But now— now that I'm here— allow me to pierce your delicate soul. How would your world bend if I left? Does the air sit heavier? Do the clocks stutter when they strike the hour I once filled?
Yes— undeniably, my absence would fill you with ache. Our memories would replay— each one a shard you'd turn in your hands: blood and gold, something to cherish for a lifetime.
No voice to carve the silence, just the echo of what rattled: my rants, my laughter, my light against the walls— gone.
My hands— once woven with yours— now just empty space where your fingers ache for mine. My warmth— no longer felt like a star's afterglow.
The thought alone cracks the sky, splinters my ribs. To write the world without me— I bleed ink, I choke on the dust of what I'll erase.