the tree— how clear its edges are, no limb obscured by motion. we sit where the largest branch dips. i climbed first, moved over so you could sit next to me— death making room for life, as much as possible; but falling headfirst would be too much room. if it is my own will binding me, i cannot be saved. what am i to you? a twig for your nest? dry, leafless thing, placed delicately; a marker of spring?