It's not that she's sunlight She is moon She shines brightly she's not calm or elegant or anything but there's something soft about her She is moon There's craters no one asks about but I see them and I'm too afraid to ask Does it hurt Of course it does Do you remember how you got them I want to soothe them
She doesn't make me feel whole or complete She isn't my other half I don't want to be her other half but I can keep her whole when no one else can She's not the missing piece and neither am I and maybe that's how it's meant to be We fill the seats others will take Just for the ride for now until we find the lost parts of ourselves and we realise We won't find ourselves with each other but we can warm the seats of the ones who will find us
I love romantically I'm afraid. Because this isn't about a lover. It's about a friend.