Im pleading to e noticed
For more than just my grades
I want to be heard
More Han just my anger
I’m not always angry
But I hold my emotions in so it comes out as anger..

I’m pleading to be loved
Love the way him and her are
Your words tear me apart
Do you even care?

It hurts the favoritism is clear
You favorite them as I watch silently
But when I finally explode…
I get in trouble?

You don’t care its clear
What can I do?
I only want love…
I only want fairness…

Why do you do this to me?
How can you do this to me?
I’m your first born
But you hate me?

You call me your best friend
But you pick them?

How does that work?
It doesn’t.

You could try and hide it you know…
Why do you have to throw it in my face?
As if I don’t see it everyday.

Every word you say shoots an arrow through my heart
I’m bleeding.

Do you notice?
No.
Do you care?
No.
Do you love me..?
….
No..

I sit here pleading and pleading you
I just want parental love and care…