Things continue shifting, different, unfamiliar; and yet I've never connected more to the past Smells, music, and the changing daylight pulls me backwards all too fast Floating through time, I am remembering life as it felt when it still felt new Unveiling the years for as cold as they were, and hoping peace will follow through Meeting the moments i feared to experience- they lived relentlessly, testing, intolerable Coming to the same realization again, and endlessly digging through the inoperable One day salvation will come as a gifted warm bath, to clean her, and finally wash away all of our sins To free us of what has always been too heavy to have ever been made to hold within.