It has been four years and three months since you have passed. My life hasn’t been the same without you, but I did carry out a lot. It has been a whirlwind without your guide. I will always cherish the time we had. I am grateful for crossing paths, you set the bar high for what I deserve to have. Thank you for being there on my journey of mental healing, you knew exactly what I needed. You were able to handle all my feelings. Things happen for a reason. I was there to give you the experience of what love is and in exchange you taught me how to manage myself. I was mad and upset that you left. I'm not trying to be selfish or mean it's something I always held in and in a way couldn’t help me heal. I just couldn’t believe that I had you here one moment then you disappeared. Once upon a time, my prince charming left my dreams. I daydream of all the times we stayed up telling each other stories about our past. We both have a funny bone in us, I enjoyed going to all your comedy shows. Listening to you tell jokes that featured me. I even helped you create some of your skits. I wish I had more time with you, hate that you had to leave so soon. I try not to live with the guilt, but I regret not helping you. This is why I keep living my life, you gave me motivation, you believed in me you wouldn’t think twice. A milestone you helped me achieve was starting a small business selling chocolate covered strawberries. That’s when I knew I had potential to be anything, couldn’t have done it with you that's what I call a team. You gave me reassurance when your phone broke you put the effort to email me. Thank you so much for loving me and treating me like a queen. I love you, Kenny!

Forever Yours,

Ba <3